Things have been going great for me lately. All my friends are out of school/college so I'll have many people to hang out with lately. I've had the WORST luck with jobs lately, my last one I was verbally harassed EVERYDAY I worked there and pretty much told I wasn't worth a shit and that I was TOO slow at learning my job b.c they expected me to be totally trained at a BRAND NEW job in 2 days and when I wasn't 100% used to it all after those 2 days, then I was told everyday I wasn't doing well enough, I wasn't fast enough and that I was going to get fired. I worked as a cashier and this wasn't my first time doing so as I have almost a years experience in doing so. So tho I'm aware I'm not perfect, my bosses were totally out of line to speak to me the way they did. And I later learned after quitting that they go through at least 20 cashiers every 2-3 months. So I'm happy to know it wasn't me, it's them having TOOO high of expectations of their cashiers, or that they just are assholes. I learned the only girls who have worked there a long time all have kids. So I can definately see why they put up with it, but I won't, and didn't and quit on grounds of constant daily verbal harassment. And I've been telling everyone I kno not to apply for a job there as its not worth they money.


In other news, I am now currently single awaiting my ex to be able to trust me after I did something I prefer not to mention here, but lets just say I'll never drink without him again EVER, and I may never drink again period. I've been rly stressed lately to find another job and now smoke almost 3 packs of ciggys a day, and txt like a maniac due to constant boredom. Also, I've been sleeping longer and longer lately as I can't find a reason to even wake up. I literally slept over 16 hours 2 days ago without waking up one time. I went to bed at 2 am, and woke up at almost 7 pm. That's DEFINITELY not a good thing >.<


I truly loved my ex, and still do, and hope that one day maybe we can try again. But in the meantime, an old friend of mine from High School who is now a Marine deployed in Okinawa Japan, has a crush on me and I look forward to everyone conversation I can get from him. Also, another old friend of mine whom I won't name, has also come back into my life and my LONG walk buddy is back and every chance we get when he's in town, we go on long walks in our local park and just talk and laugh and enjoy each others company.

I'm SOOOO impressed with all my page views, all those who have featured me in their journals and everyone new I've meet through the uploading of my most recent series of photos. Which, btw, happen to be some of my most favorite ones I've even done in the over 7 yrs I've been a free-lance model. XD

I hope everyone who reads this is having a great day. And hey, if anyone out there has a good idea for a shoot (NO NUDITY OR PORNOGRAPHIC MATERIAL PLEASE!) just comment this and lemme know. I'm always open for new ideas and after doing as long as I have, I myself as well as my photographer are starting to run out of ideas >.<

I can't guarantee that any of the photos will be posted on here, but I can promise at LEAST one if you make a suggestion that I use and when I post the photo, I will credit you for the idea. Sound good? Sounds good to me ^_^


I've recently updated the music on my green i-pod nano ( I have 3, the UBER old black nano, and 2 of the new 8 gig nanos, one green, one purple, the purple for my personal use, and the green I use in my car for my driving tunes

If you would like to know what I'm currently listening to, just comment me and I'll let you know. I try to stay ahead of the curve when it comes to music and rock is my all time favorite genre tho I have a very eclectic taste in music and listen to just about anything. So if you have a band or song you like, hey, lemme know, I'm always up for some good tunes to chill to.

Until I have any more news, Neko-Chan out!!

Peace My Watchers ^_^